Why Would You?

I look deep into the mirror,
And falling ask myself,
Why would you want me?
You're so beautiful.

Would you hold me,
As my tears fall for the hundreth time?
Would you be patient with me?
And love me while I cry?

Why would you?
I call your name every night,
I scream it,
Into the cold, dark night,
But you're always so far away,
You will never know me,
Why would you?
Who am I?
Why would you?

My charisma is so fake,
A pressure everyday,
Why would you choose me,
When your life is so perfect?
And mine is so messed up,
You're beautifully damaged,
I'm just completely fucked.

I feel so insecure,
Like I can't walk without support,
I feel so dirty,
And there's nothing I can do,
Cos' all I want is you.

I'm begging you please,
I'm on my knees,
Before your angelic image,
But your soulful eyes are glazed,
It's just a figment of my mind,
Through my tears a haze,
And in your words I find,
Even more reasons to cry.