...and that's wrong right?

does it hurt?
knowing.....just knowing about something
but you can never tell....
i know what i want but can't tell my best friend,
i'm like that,

...and that's wrong right?

or is it called irony?
i'm serious i don't know anymore
my life is changing and i can't let anyone know
i am changing but i can't let it show
i'm like that

...and that's wrong right?

i want him so badly
but she does too and i won't hurt her
then she cuts me down so why do i bother to deffend
when she says he's said the same things to her

...and that hurts!

what if she's speaking the truth
or should i even judge when it was my choice
and my heart which got torn
leaving me ...alone and desperate

...and that's wrong right?

i want him near me,
close and holding me tight
but he's too far away to hear
but too close in my dreams tonight

...and that's wrong right?

i'm trying to make sense
with what little i've found
the truths in my head don't match
those which follow me around

...and that's wong right?

is it stupid to want him
or just because he's far away
i need to get over this
I hope I will, maybe....someday