Stay Away

My time is up.
I can't wait for your smile to erupt.
It will kill me if I walk away,
But everything inside of me says to stay away.

I made the wrong choice when you asked me that night.
I lied when I told you that it was alright.
The truth is darling you see,
My plan never involved you falling for me.

I'm pretty sure it's the other way around.
It's so easy for me,
When you smile,
To break down.
Every night I find in these tears I can drown.

I don't want this to be the end of our story.
To know that you're happy,
I'd do anything for it.
It sounds so cliché to say it this way,
I you to know that I feel this way,
And I always will,
Until the end of my days.