Today

Today I enclose on myself.

Today I shut out the outside world.

Today I scream, Silently so no one can hear me.

Why?
Because I'm afraid someone will hear me.

Why?
Because I don't need people worrying about me.

Why?
Because I don't want to see them cry.

Why?
I... I... I don't... I don't know. OK I just don't know!

I then cry.

Today I stand here lost.

Wanting to be found, but scared of the people who will see...

This girl with so much talent.

So much promise, but with so much sadness, and hurt.

Today I cry.

With invisible tears, but why can you see them?

Why am I unable to see my own tears?

But you can see them perfectly, Why?

Today is the day I say goodbye...

but I can't do that because of you...