The Tears We Cry

I say I'm okay.
waiting till you turn your head to cry

I rip chunks of skin out of my thigh.
I'll never let you know.
you don't want to let me go.

Secretly we will never part.
joined by stitches at the heart
I don''t want to hurt you.

You're too good.
too nice,
smart,
funny,
caring.

I don't deserve you.
I hate you.
but i love you.
and i can never let you go