I Am Sick of Crying

im sick of crying
i want it to all go away
every single night
i sit there with a napkin to
my eyes crying myself to sleep

no one understands the pain
no one knows how I feel
I cant even explain it
you still wont get it.

You say you understand
and you know exactly
how I feel well your
fucking wrong
you know nothing

You dont feel the pain i feel
you dont cry the tears that I cry
You dont know..
You just dont know.

I want to cry in your arms
but everytime I see you
my pains go away and
I forget the tears

When your gone
and all the pain comes back
the tears come back and I wish you were
next to me to make it all go away.

The tears they dont wanna leave
they keep flowing out of my eyes
like they are never going to end .

Why ? Why wont it stop?
I am afraid of what is going to happen next.