Truth and Lies

I can’t lie to myself
Just because I can’t face the truth
But if I can’t face the truth
What can I do?
It hurts

Truth, Lies – Who am I?
If I can’t make myself face either?
But if I can’t face the fact,
What can I do?
It hurts

It’s not her fault
But neither is it mine
Before she died
She held my hand – my heart

Who am I?
To not face the truth about her

It hurts

I hurt

Everything hurts