This Haze

This haze of smoke surrounds me
clouding up my mind
this self inflicted damage reins
and peace I can not find

The cherry burning in my eyes
and smoke filling my brain
the thought of yesterday in my mind
I'm still caught in this haze

I want to run, I long to fight
but where do I go
where can i run
when I cant find the light

I hear you calling
but can't see where
I'm running in the wrong direction
and hoping to find you there

The sun will never shine
the Moon it barley glows
this darkness is consuming
the light it never shows