Why cant you see me?

My neon eyes are searching the room
Your looking straight ahead
Suddenly everything turns bright instead of going gloom
Thanks to seeing you
You look over blankly as if staring at air
My face turns empty full of despair
Am I invisible? Am I transparent?
No, you just look sternly as if you were my parent.
I sighed and you look back to the front
You were annoyed that once again you couldnt smile at me
The day dragged on with seeing you
The minutes seemed to bring endless doom
My mind was racing with thoughts
Soon the end of the day came
And you suddenly werent the same
You walked over to me and gave me a slight smile
I grinned as if to say havent seen you in a while
It was obvious you had finaly saw the girl
She was nervous at first but your presence seemed to calm
Tomorrow I'll be back
Hopefully without a heart attack.