Ghost Of You

It’s hard to imagine the pain I feel.
To lose someone so close to your heart.
You feel as if your heart is ripped out of your body and stepped on.
For me losing you was the hardest thing. I knew it was coming but not like this.
You were my special one.
The one I could run to if something was bothering me.
Now that you are gone I feel alone now.
As if I can’t run to anyone anymore.
I have my back against the wall.