Dreamscape

Can you tell that I can’t breathe?
My vision swirling,
Making your face blur-
An aching in my chest-
You have your body there,
Compressing and Suffocating-

The colors I see have clouded-
A filmy haze that covers the walls,
Reminiscent of smoke from your cigarettes-
Not unlike your eyes,
Mystified by the drug of today’s choice-
Deep and Catching-

You pull me down and lie- Lie to me-
Whispering to me your Nothings,
As I lay dying by Force!
You push me, pull me,
All together and at once-
Penetrating, Raping and Burning-

I awake- Awake harshly to florescent lighting-
I am nowhere you know,
Cannot feel of hear you again-
And yet you’re there, everyday!
A dreamscape insurmountable survives,
The memory I lived in a Hell-