Am I?

What was I?
Was I a nice person?
Could I be a angel that came from the skies?

How should I know?

I might be nice..
I might be kind..
I might be the right person to fall in love with..

Maybe not?

I could be mean..
I could be rude..
I could be the wrong type of person to start a fight with..

Is that so?

Should I start a new life?
Become both or just one?
Why choose this path that would lead me to one?

To say the truth..
I couldn't understand..
But I don't know which to choose..

I held my life back..
I lay there, untouched..
Would you come to me and hold me?

I want someone to understand..
This feeling I don't understand..

No one is there for me..
I'm left alone..
Only because what I was before..
Isn't what I am right now..

Do you understand..?
Do you know who I am..?
Can you tell me what I am..?

Angel of the sky..?
Or..
A devil that crackled through the surface..?

Please understand..
I don't do it to harm you..
I don't do it to love you..

All I want..
Is someone to understand..
Who I am...?