Tell Tale Trash

I saw my chance with you today
Stared ahead as it flew away
I had the opportunity,
but I blew it all away
Can't let you get too close
So afraid I'll fall and brake again
These memories don't ever fade
It's not your fault
I am to blame
Gave my heart away,
Found it in the trash one day
Maybe I could have gave it away again
but I'm so lame and it's too late
Should've given it a try
Sometimes being shy...
is just a damn lie
'Cuz I don't wanna feel that way again
Don't want to be thrown away
but isn't this just misery...
I can see you with her,
her with you and the two of you
When did this become so real?
I don't remember this from yesterday,
but today it's really here
and now you aren't