lies.

oh you're good the best i've seen so far, trick me into thinking you love me, truly cared, and my favorite everything is okay when in reality nothing is ever good enough. when is something like us ever okay? your lies fill my head. i'm needing to break free, one day i will secede that i can promise. shouldn't you have learned by now lies hurt worse than the truth? false hope for me was a crutch for you, i've been foolish enough to love you, wait for you, and hold on. who was i attempting to fool saying i would never love you? i should have known better than to trust. i'm learning how to build barbed wire fences even though it may keep love in it will keep people like you out. why did you keep me around for so long? to make you feel better about yourself, to feel wanted? i did love fighting with you, i thought we grew stronger. we used to be able to work through anything. your lies ruin a large part of my future, of who i was. also ruined was a small piece of my past. loving you was a risk i now wish i would've never taken... too late! at the time you were what i needed, a deep breath on a frustrating day.