Wanting (k.w)

I search for more in me,
There's things i want taken out and purified,
There's things I still don't know of me,
My feelings are overloading with waterfalls of tears,
One tear after another,
my tears judge me,
My tears are heard
and there useless of all the things there is,
I'm still waiting for love,
I've searched for it,
but there has still been no luck,
There goes another scream for help,
But no one is responding,
here she came,
to listen and want me,
but with a weird feeling,
she might not even care,
but all i do is want.