Our Past is Set

I can step up and scream out my lungs.
Or step down and bite my tounge.
Crouch down and pray for you.
Or just let you do what you do.
I'm hoping one day to get you saved.
Because you know, you saved me in a way.
So close to taking my life.
Without knowing it, you gave me strength and sight.
There is no way to forget you.
I'm hoping you didn't forget me too.
You go through my mind every single day.
But sometimes I don't feel that's ok.
Even though I want to forget.
Even though I may never forget.
We both know our past is set.