Suicide

I wonder how much more I can take
Before I turn to that faithful stake
And stab it through my chest with pain
Grateful that I’m now slain

How many more broken promises to go
Before that steady blood line slows.
Take the blade upon my wrist
And with tears running down my cheeks, I twist

How many more lies do I have to go through
Before the pills and Sprite mix and spew
Fall to the ground with a glazed over look
Because my life I just took.

How many more times do I have to cry
Before I realize that my life is all but one bullet shy.
Pull the trigger and place the gun to my head
And BAM! I’m instantly dead