“Suppression Thought”

Here comes another day,
To watch it fade away.
Another wrong pick made by the one you always wanted.

The two that are the same,
Caught in this heartless game.
See the heartbreak long before it starts to hurt you.

So ruin this one too,
Seems to be my rule,
Goes this way because I know just what I scream for.

She got inside my head,
No nightmare, dreams instead.
Unknowing stole my heart and started running.

This has no precedence,
I walk to find the wrench.
Used to fix the spark that lights this fire.

In cold I stop and wait,
Long shot to change the fate,
I only follow what I know in side is right.

Steel floor, my toes are numb.
Where did you come from?
Fit description of everything I ever wanted.

So five speed running hot,
Do I say what is thought.
Please God help me, I’m choking on confusion.

So future comes so fast,
Its destiny is past.
Life I ask to be apart of.