Toast to My Life

Heres to this life,
To all the problems
All the memories
All the heartbreaks
All the regret
All the things ive ever wanted
And all the things ive left for dead.
Every cut, every burn
Every tear
Every drop of blood spilled onto the floor of fucking shame.
But still here I remain
Alive, afraid
Determined, discovered.
Even though I cry out,
No one answers
I guess this is what I should expect
From people who have risen me up,
And broken me down just as easily
I hope they are happy
Because the demons inside me are satisfied.