Emotional Words

My heart is in your posession
I don't want anyone else
But I fear now, that you don't feel the same anymore

What happened?
Was I just second best all of these years until something better came along?

I feel like i'm stuck underwater
I gasp for air but nothing happens
I try to swim to the surface
But its too far away

You're usually the one that saves me
Will you still save me now?
I feel so much pain
I'm scared it will come to surface

You say you love me still and always
But its hard to believe
Because if you love me, why would you let go.

I feel so
Ugly
Empty
Broken
Bruised
Shattered

I cry every day
Because I know...that I may never get to feel your lips
Or hold your hand
Or feel your breath on my neck as you lay next to me
Thats all I will ever want

Do you still feel the same?
Is it truley the distance?

Because I can fix that now....