Confusion

You say all of these wonderful things
And I can tell somewhere inside that heart of yours,
I still mean something
You still love me

You used to be so transperant to me
I could read you like a book

But now the distance, I can feel it
I give everything a second look

I cant read you anymore
I cant feel you,
I can only feel my feelings for you
Do you feel for me?

I just wish I knew
This is driving me fucking crazy
I love you so much
I always have and always will
I hope you feel this way too

And everything will be okay

Its hard to breathe...
I feel as if im drowning again.