emo

she sat in the corner
all by herself
in the room of all those people
she herself felt alone
hated rejected
what adjective will come next?
certainly not
happy joyful talkative
nothing near her best
she tries hard to be accepted
she's just pushed farther away
bullies attack her
they're words mise as well be fists
the way she cries each night
she feels as though she should die
emotions fly
she cant understand any of them
expect one known as love
by that one always fades away
but he came
and he seems like he's here to stay
but he's prolly not.
whatever
like anything ever is.
music makes teh difference between death and life
scream out how you feel
or just hold it all in.
holding it in causing so much pain inside
by why let it out when those consequences are worse
'omgg shes a freak'
yeah whatever your not too decent yourself.
she feels all stressed out over things she shouldnt
her life takes drastic turns
and she cant control it.
writing was never her hobby
until she held it all inside but now that everythings not fine
she feels unsettled and different inside.
she writes things inside her head until she has time to write them all down.
her emotions never stop flowing,
nothing will turn them off
she loses sleep over little things that just add up
to turn things into the extreme.
words cant explain any thing anymore
she takes a knife to her throat
to
end
it
all.

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