my suicide

underneath it all
the fragile pieces of my mind
my heart is breaking
all the light goes to dark
and the world slips away
the rope tightens around me neck
as you stare in disbelief
you are stunned that i could do this to myself
even more as i am doing infront of you
i cant go on pretending it didnt happen
i cant go on living like this
ive tryed before
but this time it will be different
this time i will not screw it up
not this time