the darkness in my soul;i cant give up

the darkness forms around my soul
i dont even care about its goal,
let the darkness sweep me away
i have no reason to be here no reason to stay,

if you ask me why i dont care
ill tell you that life can never be fair,
the man that i raised by was torn away from me
if only could make you see,

in the night death came to to take him away
their was nothing i could do to keep him at bay,
near the end he was suffering so much
the pills made him became out of touch,

he was my everything he kept me together with his love
now he is gone but he is watching me from above,
i must not put his name to shame
now its up to me to finish gods last game,

the game of life isnt easy to play
but its always easy to say no way,
if i give up i will be a failure in his eyes
i wont give up untill the day i die,