Everyone Leaves Eventually...

Every cruel word you utter.
"He's just mad, he doesn't mean it."
When did that become acceptable?
The harsh accusations in the heat of argument,
They'll stick in the back of my mind forever,
Causing new scars in my heart and on my wrist.
I'm too this, I'm too that,
Will I ever make you happy?
I retreat to my empty, cold, bed,
Dark thoughts racing across my mind.
I don't stay in this place for you.
Laying awake, my mind is buzzing.
My heart is numb, my wrists are sore.
I remember what you said,
Hot tears burning my eyes.
Once too deep and it could take me away,
Is it really worth it?
It can't be, no, now I must be strong.
It's a new day, and a new struggle.
I'm alive, but I'm not living.
One day you'll regret the distance you forced between us.
That won't change the damage you've done.
Everyone leaves eventually, and tonight I'm leaving you.