So What Now?

So I got what I wanted but it isn't how I wanted it to happen. I gave you my all, almost everything. You took me happily, that was plain to see. But why do you taunt me and then leave me to bleed. I can't help but feeling used and unwanted. That should have been the start of our lives. Now it seems it's the end. It's been 3 years and still I love you. I am the only girl you continue talking to, yet you always find someone new to mess around with. If I was of any importance to you at all, could you please spare me the pain and stop me from hoping. Every new day is the start of a new hope with you. I wake for the sole reason that maybe today you will talk to me. But as each day ends I go to bed willingly to wait for the new hope tomorrow that keeps me sane.