undecided

why do i care
when you all stare
to be honest, i dont know
i want to run
i want to hide
sometimes,i want to give up and cry
i just want it to end
to never be seen again
than it would just be me
free to be who ive always wanted to be
without the judgement of one single person
but then,the lonliness
the bitter hoplesssness
i need to go
to be whole again
end all of this suffering
i no longer know the real me
the girl that i used to be
she is just a distant memory