My Silent Tears I Cry

I feel the wind,
blowing against my face,
my silent tears,
slide silently,
falling...

I look ahead at the passing people,
so happy,
so full of life,
loving each breath they take,
the oxygen,
to keep you alive,
to experience life as it comes at you,
with baited breath...

As i stand,
i think,
how did it come to this?
how is it my life tortures me so...

With one more step i take,
my life will be no more,
and,
as i hear it come,
i wait.....

The screeching of the car,
makes me panic,
i jump,
and as i lay,
breathing,
i cry,

It was not meant to be