Choices..

sometimes finding the right person, leads you to make mistakes.
sometimes making the right mistakes, leads you to find out who you are.
then sometimes finding out who you are, makes you realize everything in your life.

a heart means nothing, your heart will never mean anything to anyone.
you'll walk life all alone, thinking, whats so wrong?
you'll cry every night, you'll try to change everything about yourself.
nothing will ever help, no one could ever love you,
you'll sit and wait, sit and pray.

you wont ever ask for much, just someone to love.
to bad you'll never know, that someone doesn't exist.
you can never forget, but you always forgive.
devoting your entire life to someone, only makes the pain more visible.

to everyone else you want to be invisible.
but, to you everyone else is as real as the pain.
you'll sit and watch everyone, as their lives go by.
wishing, waiting, that just that one person will give you something life changing.

you know you cant hold on much longer.
you fill yourself with all the lies, telling yourself, just one more day.
it all could change within one day.
you never see the light of day.
locking yourself indoors.

you know your here for nothing, but you hope you can be.
you would drop everything, everything you had, everything you ever dreamed of.
just to feel something, some comfort in life.
to feel a warmth in your heart, not a cold ice.

you'll do anything and everything.
but the simple secret is, it will never help.
your completely alone.
alone.