Can I Have My Heart Back?

I liked you the first time I met you
Well when I started to know you I did
You were someone who smiled at me
And talked to me too

All the time we've spent together
As friends getting to know each other
Was amazing, it really really was
And still is, honest

My feelings grew without you knowing
For a really long time
I was glad you didn't know
Because that would be so majorly embarressing

I held it in
For so long it made me ache inside
Everytime I saw you
I wanted to run up and hug you forever

But then I started talking about it with a friend
And they said I should tell you
So then it may stop hurting
So that's why I did

When I had
I couldn't stop saying sorry
I felt so embaressed that you knew
I thought I would lose you as a friend

But a couple of days later
I got a shock myself
You said you thought you were starting to like me back
I felt so happy

I looked at myself differently
I thought I was ok, then ishy
I was so happy inside
I hoped I showed it

But then it had to go down hill
I should have known the special feeling
Would vanish when it was so good
Nothing every happens to me for a good reason

When you said you liked someone else
I wanted to cry
I really just wanted to run away and never turn back
I felt so bad

Ever since then
I've had to control my feelings
Control what I wish I could do
So then I wouldn't lose you as a friend

Just to hold onto you for those couple of extra seconds
To brush my hand against yours once or twice
To see you smiling at me
Smiling because your happy

My world broke then
And it stayed broken for ages
But then my feelings changed
I fell in love with you

Now everytime I see you
I want to run to you and hold you forever
To kiss you on the cheek sometimes too
Sorry but it's true

I don't want to be without you
Not as a friend at all
I know I wouldn't have you as anything more
Friendship with you is something I want to treasure

There's just one little thing
One thing you don't know you have
I'm going to ask for it back ok...
Can I have my heart back??