Everlasting Sun

i lie across the golden sand,
my hand in your hand.
i lie and think of us two,
you no.. me and you?
i sit at my desk on my chair,
i sit there and i say a prayer.
a prayer for you and me,
the way it's meant to be.
i dream about you everytime,
i sit here trying to rhyme;
about the perfect lad
who wont ever make me sad!
then i open my eyes,
and there are the skies.
im still sitting on the beach,
and no-one is within reach.
all alone i have always been,
the stupidist girl ever seen.
how could i think a boy like that,
would fall for someone... so fat.
how could i think a lad as nice as he,
could ever in this world love me.
a boy like that does not exist,
but to everyone i must persist.
do not give up you'll find that love,
it's a gift from the angels above.
i think they turned their backs on me,
so a love like that i will never see.
it feels like the weight or the world,
has on my shoulders uncurled.
so i turn and walk away,
thinking i will be happy one day.
that Boy will love me tonnes,
tht love will be my everlasting suns.