Happy Happy Happy

I am positive
This is what I tell myself
No, I am negative
Shut up shut up shut up
I block the voices in my head
I block I block I block

Put a smile on my face
Because it's what they want
Don't let your feelings erase
What you've already got...

I convince myself that everybody is clapping
I convince myself I'm going to be alright
I convince myself to be happy happy happy
So that I don't cut my wrist tonight
I'm happy. Happy happy happy.

I jump in the air, just to feel something
I give myself a scare, it makes me believe I'm alive
I scream at the top of my voice
I scream really loud inside

I'd know, how it feels to be so low.
I'd know because I every day I go through with this show.
Yo-yo's, tally-ho let's all be jolly
Ho fucking ho ho.
But at the end of the day I realise I'm just a 'hoe fo' sho'.

I convince myself that everybody is clapping
I convince myself I'm going to be alright
I convince myself to be happy happy happy
So that I don't cut my wrist tonight
I'm happy. Happy happy happy.

I convince myself I have something to live for
I convince myself I'll always be with him
I convince myself til I can't convince anymore
Then what? I just let myself become a whore.

I convince myself that everybody is clapping
I convince myself I'm going to be alright
I convince myself to be happy happy happy
So that I don't cut my wrist tonight
I'm happy. Happy happy happy.

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Happy happy clappy.

Smiley face.