Happy Happy Happy
I am positive
This is what I tell myself
No, I am negative
Shut up shut up shut up
I block the voices in my head
I block I block I block
Put a smile on my face
Because it's what they want
Don't let your feelings erase
What you've already got...
I convince myself that everybody is clapping
I convince myself I'm going to be alright
I convince myself to be happy happy happy
So that I don't cut my wrist tonight
I'm happy. Happy happy happy.
I jump in the air, just to feel something
I give myself a scare, it makes me believe I'm alive
I scream at the top of my voice
I scream really loud inside
I'd know, how it feels to be so low.
I'd know because I every day I go through with this show.
Yo-yo's, tally-ho let's all be jolly
Ho fucking ho ho.
But at the end of the day I realise I'm just a 'hoe fo' sho'.
I convince myself that everybody is clapping
I convince myself I'm going to be alright
I convince myself to be happy happy happy
So that I don't cut my wrist tonight
I'm happy. Happy happy happy.
I convince myself I have something to live for
I convince myself I'll always be with him
I convince myself til I can't convince anymore
Then what? I just let myself become a whore.
I convince myself that everybody is clapping
I convince myself I'm going to be alright
I convince myself to be happy happy happy
So that I don't cut my wrist tonight
I'm happy. Happy happy happy.
Happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy
Happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy
Happy happy clappy.
Smiley face.
This is what I tell myself
No, I am negative
Shut up shut up shut up
I block the voices in my head
I block I block I block
Put a smile on my face
Because it's what they want
Don't let your feelings erase
What you've already got...
I convince myself that everybody is clapping
I convince myself I'm going to be alright
I convince myself to be happy happy happy
So that I don't cut my wrist tonight
I'm happy. Happy happy happy.
I jump in the air, just to feel something
I give myself a scare, it makes me believe I'm alive
I scream at the top of my voice
I scream really loud inside
I'd know, how it feels to be so low.
I'd know because I every day I go through with this show.
Yo-yo's, tally-ho let's all be jolly
Ho fucking ho ho.
But at the end of the day I realise I'm just a 'hoe fo' sho'.
I convince myself that everybody is clapping
I convince myself I'm going to be alright
I convince myself to be happy happy happy
So that I don't cut my wrist tonight
I'm happy. Happy happy happy.
I convince myself I have something to live for
I convince myself I'll always be with him
I convince myself til I can't convince anymore
Then what? I just let myself become a whore.
I convince myself that everybody is clapping
I convince myself I'm going to be alright
I convince myself to be happy happy happy
So that I don't cut my wrist tonight
I'm happy. Happy happy happy.
Happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy
Happy happy happy happy happy happy happy happy
Happy happy clappy.
Smiley face.