Looking back

It’s so funny
I can’t help but look back
Remembering my mistakes
And telling myself I’m a idiot

Sometimes it hurts too much
To look into my past
Wishing all of these things were fixed

Yet, I don’t want to care anymore
But I do every now and then

Stupid memories of the past
Oh how I detest my mistake
But somehow I laugh

I laugh at my own mistakes

After the laughs
I turn back around
And walk forward
And sometimes look back
For no reason at all