A Beast in a Crowd of Beauty

I tried to say hello today.
But you just simply walked away.
Why did you walk away, my love?
Why couldn’t you stay?

I waved at you this morning.
But you rolled your eyes with no warning.
Why did you roll your eyes, my love?
Why couldn’t you wave?

I stared at you during school.
But you never turned to look at me; the fool.
Why did you peer over there, my love?
Why couldn’t you look at me?

I smiled at you yesterday.
But you just ignored it, like everyday.
Why did you neglect me, my love?
Why couldn’t you smile?

I tried to say hello again.
But you looked at your watch; half past ten.
Why did you peek at your watch, my love?
Why couldn’t you hear me?

I didn’t say a word today.
But you wouldn’t have noticed anyway.
Why did you live life without me, my love?
Why did you forget me?

I went another day in silence.
But you didn’t notice my absence.
Why do you not care, my love?
Why did you scorn me?

I looked at you finally.
But you drooled over her limply.
Why did you look at her, my love?
Why hadn’t you looked at me?

I cried in distress.
But you never confessed.
Why hadn’t you told me, my love?
Why her and not I?

I remembered today.
I was just a body in the way.
Why didn’t you admire me, my love?
Why had you never noticed me?

I had nothing to do so I asked you why.
But you stared: confused, without a reply.
Why had I wanted you, my love?
Why was I such an abomination?