Happy endings don't really happen

Emo?
what's that,
all I see is emotional.

All I see is a way of life,
or people who are hurt mentally,
so they bleed to cover it.

Sometimes I want to bleed,
but I can't,
that's not who I am.
I don't pretend.

My reasons make sense though,
parents, lies, backstabbers,
the basics.

Sometimes....
I just want to curl up and cry, forever.
I wanted to go back to the beginning and fix it all.
I wanted to start over, but the I realized,
there are no happy endings.

So I choose to go on how it is.
My life doesn't suck, but it isn't great.
It could be worse.
I'll just hope for the better.

So much for my happy ending.