Jimmy

Inside my head I got this “thing” that want me to do bad things.
It keeps saying: Kill them, kill them all. I know you want.
I don’t want to hurt anyone.
It’s not me; it’s the thing insides of me.
Everyday I hear the thing growl, keep trying to get out.
I don’t want that to happen but at the same time I don’t think I am strong enough.
Strong enough to keep this thing on its place, to not let it out.

So many people I would hurt, my friends and family, the ones I love.
So scared of what I would become.
It’s not an animal, not a beast. It’s a thing.
A very strong and heartless one, that is.
I’m not the one you can trust
You can see me as a ticking bomb that will explode at any minute.
You can’t trust a person like me.
What would you do if I turned into that thing right in front of your eyes?

I suggest you to run.
There is noting you can do to stop me.
Nothing, no one can stop me not even myself.
So I suggest once more, run, run away as far from me as you can.
Don’t even try to stay; I don’t want to hurt you.