Blood written

As the bathroom taints red, as the tears fall from the heavens you can't find me. It’s your turn to let go, I need you to know. I couldn't hold on anymore, it hurt too much to wake up alone, I can't cry anymore, scream anymore, I’ve become so numb, please understand that I still love you. Do you care at all? So you listen when I cry or do you just turn the other way and let me die? Am I fucked? Or can I be saved? I need an answer and you can't help me so it's time to say good bye. 1,000 words won't help me now. So why am I writing at all?

I can't stand the ticking, the sand is running out, running away from us. Can't you see it's all blood written? Crimson moon, perfect stars, this could have been ours, let me go, let me drown, I'm screaming to fly as I die. Fade away from me little butterfly, it's for the best you don't see the darkness, and I'm scared and alone and I need you here tonight but you won't call, you're chained by every word he says, locked to the bed post screaming for help.

Whoa, you chose it, you choose the way you feel and yet you blame it all on the wolf covered in black and blood while the lust locks away in the heart that is shattered in different places. Unmask the scars and let them bleed for everyone to see on this twisted circus trip. Can't you care? can't you see? it's not just me, you were insane once too, what happened?

Call me vain, call me childish, call me what you will but only I know, oh yeah, only I'll know who I am, what I think, what I feel, what is said is done and gone. Bittersweet angel why do you insist on saving me when you're the one that's breaking me apart? Don't take anything except my life, I need to breathe for a while so I'll do it in hell while I burn alone, best friends can't be trusted, and relationships are mostly built on lies.

I've stopped trying to cry, agonizing screams tear into me like a knife into a throat just like I love you is is blood written, were we just covered in blood, written in stone? Blood written...save me my dear from death it's self...