My Idol

I've never had a friend like you.
So unique,
Spontaneous,
Quirky,
Special.

You make me laugh.
You make me smile,
Until my mouth hurts.

I can tell you my secrets;
All of them.

I envy you;
Am jealous of you.
But not to the point of
Ever hating you.

It's gotten to the point of obsession.
You're in my dreams,
My drawings,
My stories,
My poems,
My everyday thoughts.

You consume my life.
But please don't leave me.
I'm an unfinished puzzle;
You are the missing pieces I need,
To be complete.

Please stay...
My idol,
My friend,
My un-biological sister.