All My Hope Is Gone

My world's falling apart,
right in front of my eyes.
I'm letting it all slip away,
Watching it as it mangles in pieces.
Bits of painful memories,
lay right infront of my tear-stained face.
I'm seeing so much pain,
and I can't seem to put up a fight.
I'm letting things go,
when they shouldn't have even happened.
I'm letting you slip by me,
when I wish you never wanted to leave.
I'm losing my whole world,
because of mistakes.
I'm doing my best right now,
But my best was never good enough.
I'm making apoligies that I don't even know.
Some of you don't deserve an apoligy.
Some of my apoligies don't mean crap,
when they need to mean the world.
And I'm sure you've heard this before,
But I'm not okay.

All hope's gone.