Alcoholic

What's real to me
Is all that I know
It changes every day
Like a television show
Reality is the bottle
I don't know what's next
'Cause I'm tripping and falling
But I feel I'm the best
If I stumble don't help me
I want to be alone
If I die just forget me
And the love that you've shown
Is a slap in the face
It tells me I've failed
Just leave me alone
I've already derailed
'Cause I'm drunk and I'm lost
And I don't need your help
I'll just drift by myself
Play the hand I've been dealt

I'll sleep where I land
I just hope that's okay
I think I'll pick a fight
So stay out of my way
'Cause I'm invincible
And I'm gonna attack
And I don't see your point
So get off of my back
Can you see what I'm thinking
Do you know why I cry
'Cause I'm dying to know
And I'm waiting to die
So don't say that you love me
So I can disappear
And I won't have to run
Just abandon me here

I've fallen so hard
I can't pick myself up
Now the bottle is
Oh so much more than a crutch
Can I have your attention
Can I speak my mind
Now just listen before
I leave all this behind
'Cause as much as I hate
How I act when I drink
When I'm drunk I don't have to
Remember or think