You Did This

This pain wakes in the darkness
Its demonic demeanor wrecking havoc on my mind
The dagger sharp claws are ripping me apart
My soul is battered and beaten, falling into shreds
Can you see my weary eyes?
I can't sleep anymore, there's no peace for me
And its because of you
You turned around and left
Never telling me why, never glancing back
I wanted to scream, I wanted to cry
But there I sat, paralyzed by the sudden change
An abyss grows and grows, never being filled in
My heart is wounded, bleeding from the open wounds
They can't heal, they can't be fixed
This demon stands before me, kicking me while I'm down
Laughing at my pain, playing off my fears
Ripping my already battered soul into tiny pieces
I want to hate you, I want to make you see my pain
When I really needed you, I couldn't come in contact with you
If I had, would I have been met with silence?
I can't bear to look at you, it tears me down
Your words echo with a hidden menace
As if you meant to punch me in the stomach
Taking the wind right out of me, state of shock
When did you ever honestly care?
You never showed it to me, make me think I'm worthless
I thought you only wanted to humor me
Pretending to be an actual friend
Does the sight of what I've become sicken you?
Does my pain at the hands of you make you cringe?
Can you finally see the extent of the damage you've caused?
Will that make you stop? Will that remove these demons?
I'm haunted now, forever haunted by my demons
The demons you caused, the demons that rip me apart
Casting my soul into the abyss
As I cling to a ledge, crying out for your help
My pleas are in vain, falling on deaf ears
You stand before me, watching me slip
Watching me fall, waiting to see what happens
The river of tears rush down my face
My voice becoming hoarse
You never move, you never breathe
You just watch me slip into oblivion