I'm crushed by you, black and blue

Thoughts that should not be said because it's you that is always in my head.
You’re always in my head because I have thoughts that should not be said.
Our thoughts that should not be said are in each others heads, and in our hearts.

You are afraid of what you could do to me.
I don’t care if you hurt me because I’ve been hurt before.
We’ve both been hurt beyond repair I don’t care if I am torn apart now.

I think I love you and I could go for worse
You’ve told me you love me.

I’m afraid to tell you that I love you.
But…

I love you
And now
I am not afraid to tell you I love you.