Family Life

Then:
Happiness, laughter, love
Picnics, farms, fun
Nursery, baking, care
Presents, beaches, pleasure
Sunshine, smiles, hugs

Now:
Pain, sadness, anger
Hurt, dissapointment, stress
Blades, blood, tears
Depression, suicide, drugs
Enemies, loneliness, persecution
Seperation, hate, freak
Misunderstood, judged, inadequate

Why is the second list longer?
I thought family bonds were meant to get stronger
Not get weaker and fall apart
To continue like this? I haven't got the heart