Here

This Epic Poem, called: Here was written about someone I very much used to like, But now he is only a very close friend and we both like it that way.
It took me around 2 months to finish it... It was done about two years ago so it isn't the best thing in the world.. but its not bad either.

enjoy. comment. critique.

Life is so hard to live,

And to forget,

Why can't it be as simple as this?

We all love,

And make no one cry,

We watch and learn not to be mad,

The grass is greener on the other side,

But death is darker than the midnight sky,

You always act like its a breeze,

The way you walk,

The way you talk.

The way you tell me it's all okay,

You never know it hurts so much,

I want you to know I'm always here,

That I'll always care,

You run away from all your fears,

You try so hard not to care,

I miss you so much,

Please don't leave me here in the past,

Take me with you,

I still need you to hold me near,

I will try my best to help you succeed,

But I can't help you,

If you don't help me,

My body will soon burst out into insanity,

But not before first I give you my heart,

Soul,

Everything,

Including my life,

You can have it all,

I'll never regret the way I felt,

When I first saw you,

Just standing there,

You were so innocent ,

Faithful,

Young,

You've changed so much now,

Years make you older,

No longer innocent,

And without any faith,

You ignore me each day,

But I'm still here.. still caring,

Trying to engage you in a conversation,

Not verbal,

But emotional,

I look in your eyes,

They aren't how I remembered them,

The sparkly blue crystals are fading,

My face turns red,

My eyes tear up,

I try again but I can't look up,

Somethings wrong,

You won't look at me,

I cant tell,

Are you falling in love again?

Or just running away again?

I wish I knew.. so confused,

I don't know what to do,

I'm right beside you,

But you don't see me here,

You just look right through me,

Am I glass to you?

I feel like a ghost,

Flying around,

Not sure where to go,

You don't feel me,

I touch you softly on your arm.. brush your side,

Why can't you feel me?

You can't do this to me,

Not again,

You're tearing me apart,

Piece by Piece,

You're destined to break me down,

I fall to the ground,

At least once a day,

I bow my head and I start to pray,

I pray for you and only you,

I don't care about me,

Anyone else,

Anything else,

Just you,

You and your life,

Because that is my life,

And how you fall,

With a roof to jump off of

You don't try,

Neither do I,

You laugh about my dreams,

But I dream about your laughter,

You lead me on,

Then you snap the line,

You turn my soul,

The let it drop,

You take my life,

The snap it apart,

You take my love,

And turn it to hate,

I don't understand,

And I don't really care,

I just....

I want you here.