Alone

Cocooned in my mind;
Fear bleeding from my pores
Regrets wait on the other side,
Can you save me from myself?

Sitting in this empty shell;
Memories ricocheting off these walls
You used to be my only security,
But alas, you are crumbling
All buildings may fall

Broken on this hospital bed;
(Abandoned by my body)
All alone in my world
(Where I'm not safe anymore...)
With only regrets to haunt me

My deeds rise as phantoms;
Breaking free of their shallow graves
Only lies could bury them,
And the depth of my regressions came back to me like rain;
Washing up their sickly corpses,
Proving I should lie in their place

I look over all of my people;
Not a smile on one face
For, every one is broken,
Hatred marks their place
Cold are their eyes and empty are their souls,
I tortured the world
The fate of a fallen queen is to burn upon the coal;
...Can you save me from myself?...