Her Being Heartless, Left Me In Darkness.

It was your fault, as it was mine.
For nights I would think of you and lose track of time.
We would have our jokes, we would share secrets,
We were eachothers best friend.

I should've known it would all change at some point.
That phone call, telling me you wanted me back still haunts me,
My gut was telling me to say no. But who could resist? Saying yes
Was a mistake.
That move makes me a cold hearted snake.

But as I lay down at night, you always enter my mind.
I haven't been the same since you left me.
Obviously leaving, you took a part of me.
You made me think we were meant to be. I couldn't resist and I believed.

Now theres darkness.
No light, I'm stuck in the rain, lightning is my pain, thunder is what hurts.
The rain is my tears. I hide my fears from you and everyone else.
When I first fell, I knew you would never catch me.
Now you've proven that I was right.

What happened? I was always there for you.
How? We were strong enough to make it through.
Why? Because she wanted you.
Even though I thought you were mine.
Now I know what it feels like to not have anyone there to lean on.
By my side is where you should be.
But we are no longer friends.

It's killing me slowly to let you go,
But I want you to know.
The truth might hurt, but I lied when I spoke the words, "I'm over you".

I lied.
Because I didn't want you to feel guilty anymore.
So it was both of our faults it ended with darkness, but Inever knew
She could be so heartless.
How could she take you away from me?