I dont know

I don't know where I'm going
I don't know where the journey ends
I just want to fade away
until this life of mine mends.

my life is like a hell hole
where no one can escape
I want to end this journey
here for goodness sake.

my friends don't know my story
they don't know half my life
all they see is a happy girl
who's broken up inside.

I may seem like the nicest person around
though at times i can be mean
I take my life for granted
cause that's just being me.

I'm not quitting, its exhaustion
I need to end it here
I want to fade away
I want to disappear.

i know people have it worst
but i just cant take the pain
cause part of me is broken
the other part, going insane.

I lived my life at one stage
though I've stepped onto a track
that doesn't lead to anywhere
but the wheel always turns back.

I've never tried to take that blade
though its running through my thoughts
I want to try it someday
then this journey will be lost.