i silently shout

i silently shout
"where are my friends?"
this life is so straight
nothing bends

nobody turns
i am left once more
i turn around once
and walk out the door

if nobody will notice me
then attention i shouldn't pay
i don't care anymore
what they do or say

i stand and watch the sun set
then rise into the sky
it's like its comin up to me
just to say hi!

i don't hold things against them
it's there choice to do what they will
i don't mind just sittin here
looking out. the tears wont spill

i am happy now
and that's alot to say
i never thought it would honestly
ever turn out this way

i am not the greatest friend
in which i should really be
but times have changed
and now i really see

no-one is as perfect
in life as i thought
and nothing is as madening
as in the fights in which i fought

everyone has their glitches
in me i have a few
but now that i see clearly
they arent gunna follow through

i look at myself in the mirror
once.. my personality it took
but now i realise
it takes more than just to look.