Zip My Mouth Shut

the tears come so fast sometimes
and I don't even know why
you might think my life is perfect
that's just my disguise
I can't ever be myself
when others need my help
no one sees who I really am
how much hurt I'm hiding
sometimes I want to die
but then I realize I can't
I have people who need me
who want me to stay
if they knew how screwed up I am
they'll never go away
no one understands
or they want to stop it
it's too late and frankly I don't care
I just want it to stop me