I Wonder

I sit and I wonder,
Why won't you forgive me?
Was what I did so bad?
Why won't you give me...
Give us another chance?
I sit and I wonder,
Why you won't take my calls?
Why can't you just,
Give me five minutes to explain?
I sit and I wonder,
What are you doing now?
Are they killing you up in bootcamp?
I sit and I wonder
Are you wondering about me?
Are you wondering what I'm doing
Do you even care?
I sit and I wonder
Why I ever let you go?
Why I let my friends and family
Tear us appart?
I sit and wonder
Why I'm here?
Why I'm here surrounded by people
And yet I feel so alone?
I sit and I wonder
Why I'm such an idiot?